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• Chicago pd fanfiction hailey can t breathe Hailey asked. Follow/Fav One Chicago one shots. " "Never thought otherwise, partner. "" Oh it's done," He turns to the door, "Look who it is. By: abssssss3. He hadn't felt one this bad since the first year he had come back home for good. Voight knocked on the door 30 minutes later. " Jay pouted, clearly disappointed that his assumption was wrong. " "Hailey, you're too close. Hailey laughed. Rated: Fiction T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - J. "Breathe, Hailey. "Okay, okay, just let it happen, baby, I'm here, it's okay. A/N: So, I've been obsessed w/this ABC show called "The Rookie," and one such episode had me inspired to do an Upstead version. "You're okay, breathe, Hails, shhh," TV Shows Chicago PD. Rating: Not Rated Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply Fandom: Chicago PD (TV) Character: Jay Halstead, Hailey Upton, Will Halstead Additional Tags: Whump, Hurt Jay Halstead, punctured lung, shot, Fix It Fic, Hallucinations, PTSD Series: Part 5 of Bad Things Happen Bingo Fics Breathe, just breathe" She murmured hoping to calm her mad heartbeat. Follow/Fav Gone. At Chicago Med: Jay only ate half of what Hailey brought him and drifted off to sleep. Even after you leave, it doesn't end. I'm just hoping that he's taking a little break for another project or something. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 246 - Follows: 202 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: Hailey took a moment to breathe in the hall before they went in. It literally took his breath away, not able to taste anything but the super strong bourbon buried somewhere in the pie. We can't get in the way of them doing their jobs. " Adam pushed a chair toward Kevin, "Use that. "Hailey, honey, breathe for me. It will all be okay, just breathe with me," Kim was doing her best to calm Hailey down, but she knew it wasn't an easy task without Jay. Jay stuck around to help, despite much protest from Hailey, who said she was more than capable of My jaw clenches. He got me to shoot him anyway. "Adam, stay down. You're in no condition for that tonight. Jay continued to stroke her cheek, gently pushing her hair back from her face. It was just like every other night after work for them, Jay and Hailey on one of their couches, it was at Hailey's this time, eating whatever takeout they had ordered that night, and show they were watching playing on the TV. " "Don't worry I already let them know. " "Please," Hailey gently poked his side, "Just a little bit. He doesn't know where they're going to take her, so he wants to be there for her during the ride and while waiting for her to be cleaned up. Author's Note: Happy Monday! Just want to Thank You again, for all of the support I've received for this story! Really gives my muse the boost it needs to keep updating in a speedy fashion! Chicago Fire + Chicago PD Crossover. Oh my god" Jay shook his head at her, "Hailey, you are not him. Breathe for me, you're okay. It was hour three when the monitor from Jays room stated to beep frantically. "Everyone finish your paper work and you can get out of here," Voight told them. The bitter winds of Chicago's winter season meet them eagerly as the pair exit the district. She'd seen him drunk and watched him cry. I can't just sit around here and do nothing for God knows how long. Maybe she managed to convince Kim and she's sure that once she breathes the fresh air, she'll realize it's right for her to be saved. You didn't do anything wrong you were very good. Hailey hadn't had a panic attack in years. "Yeah, Halstead," Adam chimed in, still filming. That inventory is out of my hands now. "Stay with me Jay. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 246 - Follows: 202 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: After finding a baby during a drug bust, Hailey and Jay must decide where they want their family to go from there and if they really can take on their biggest challenge yet. "Calm down! she kept telling herself while she tried to breathe through the pain and tried not to alert Jay or Hailey. Halstead, H. " Hailey nodded, inhaling before just letting it out in great haste. When Jay finished, Will took it from Hailey and set another one in Jay's lap just in case. You find 5 things you can see, 4 things you can feel, 3 things you can hear, 2 things you can smell, and 1 thing you can taste. She'd had him struggle to breathe underneath her own February 12, 2019. Hailey began to get tired. " Kevin stood on it and put his arms out, "Hi Drew, can you come here please?" Drew curled away and whimpered more. "It's all right, Hails. " Hailey went around the truck and jumped into the seat next to Drew, "It'll be fine. h. It had been a few weeks. Hello! "Yeah, I can't sleep. They stayed for 45 minutes then Jay got her changed into new clothes because hers were wet from the steam. His body isn't in agony, just the exhaustion trying to drag him down, weighing on his chest, making it hard to breathe deeply. Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - J. That was a really dark time in his life and he hated reliving it, for more reasons than one. I love you too but ya gotta let go. I'm still hanging onto that "8 months" because let's face it, Jay wouldn't leave Hailey like that. It wasn't her normal coughing, either. " "I know," Hailey said softly, "But now we need to let go and let her receive that help from the doctors and the social workers. " "And we will make it up to him tonight, but right now he needs to understand what he did was wrong," Jay said. Follow/Fav We Can. But it was more than that for Jay. "She has a knife. "Really , like who?" "Hmm Voight, Platt, Hailey," Will shrugs, "just to name a few. Hailey gave him a soft smile. Hailey was now sitting at the edge of the bed, becoming a roadblock in Jay's path. Jay took a deep breath and, wincing, used his other hand to hold hers, "Not today, but it's not off the table. Jay was a soldier and part of him would be one forever. "I'm fine," Jay blushed. The paramedic driving turns to shout through that it will be bumpy for a couple of minutes until they’re back on the road and Hailey Hailey knew that she had to pull herself together, because what happened at work that day simply could not happen again. He'd been told to rest, to sleep, but it was hard even with the drugs coursing through his veins, cushioning the blow of what had happened. " Natalie bit her lower lip, allowing the tears to slowly drip down. " she They were quiet for awhile, just feeling whatever they were feeling and bouncing it off to the other. "Breathe for me," Hailey said while rubbing circles over the back of his shirt, "It's okay, you're okay. Through it. "Hailey, honey, can you hear me?" Hailey nodded slightly. "Okay, you're I can't pretend I don't still love you. After a few hours. " Squeeeeeze. Jay brings the glass to his lips, taking It was 98 in Chicago today and Hailey and Jay are chasing suspect. - He thinks. I know how scary it can be and I "Upton, listen to me. " Will steps up then, not wanting to miss drunk Jay, "Said what "Ok bud. " We all held our breath and watch Jay laying in the court yard. Upstead future fic. All of this played out in his mind, the guilt being spread on extra thick this time around. By: "I want you to come back and tell that to me when this baby is born early and can't breathe on its own or when you're draining your life savings to take care of it," Rob said. He should have followed her. Hailey and Jay sat down and played candy land with Ava for almost 45 minutes before switching to sorry for about 20 minutes. "You can. "No, no," Hailey breathed and gently dragged him against the shelf until he was close enough for Kevin to grab. She couldn't let it happen again. By: that with him there, she would be able to calm down and he was right. I can't give you that, I'm so sorry", Jay eventually tearfully admitted what he thought she was thinking all along. His face distorts in a grimace at the increased pressure but he doesn't have the breath for a groan. It was the only thought capable of running through his mind as he stood outside of the trauma bay, surrounded by his team, surrounded by Platt and fellow officers who had shown up as soon as the news broke. Any of you. I'm gonna check something," Hailey flopped back and Jay took a cool cloth from a nurse and wiped her forehead. "No, no, no, no. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 231 - Follows: 198 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: Hailey knew Jay used to have nightmares, he had talked about having them before, she didn't know he still had them though. "I can't do this again! I can't lose another brother! I can't. - You can't miss it. You can't blame yourself," Trudy insisted, holding Hailey's hands. " She took a big, exaggerated breath and bent backwards so her head went underwater. "Yeah," Jay nodded and squeezed her hands, "Hailey, breathe. She doesn't know what it was about seeing Hailey, but Kim just broke down in tears. " Jay turns to the group, "Will is the Voight's words, his obvious concern and ager along with Hailey's disappointment in him was burning bright making it hard to sleep. " The guys all snickered, clearly enjoying the show. Hailey scarfed her food down since she was starving. Out. No Hailey, we've done what we can do. People talk. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 231 - Follows: 197 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: "And we're okay," Hailey countered, "It was scary and we got hurt, but we're okay. You can't leave me, I won't let you. There is clear chaos happening outside the van as the other Jay tells Hailey something about his past that no one else in intelligence knows. She had always known Jay loved her, but hearing him say it now, after all this time, was hard to hear. Slowly, Hailey pulled herself up from the bed and made her way to the door. "Okay, hun. "Here take these," she said handing him tums. Voight can tell Jay's awake but doesn't say anything. I though that episode was amazing, all of the acting in it was amazing. " Jay's gut twists, dragging itself down to the gravel beneath him in conjunction with the guilt that ties knots in his chest. "This isn't saying you need to ignore whatever Will tells you, though," Hailey said, a smile teasing at her lips, "If I listen to his demand that I can't go to work-" After finding a baby during a drug bust, Hailey and Jay must decide where they want their family to go from there and if they really can take on their biggest challenge yet. Everyone in intelligence was finishing paperwork on the perps they collared but they were still trying to find the people supplying drugs on the street that caused the deaths of three young lads, they were all sad that they couldn't get the supplier, but it was now the end of the shift, Voight just got off the phone with jay who had been out most of the shift with Hailey at Chicago med I love him, I don't know if I want him to go to jail, but I can't stay there. Either you're with me, or you're going home. "It wasn't super bad, but I don't enjoy being stuck here. " Jay lightly set his hand on her forehead and took as deep of a breath as he could against the thick feeling in his chest, "I think you have a fever. By "You're the best!" then took Adam's whisky and slides it over to Hailey with a wink. " It drove her crazy that I was up at five in the morning. Seen it hundreds of times, girlfriends, wives, they can't handle it and they leave. "I didn't tell u because I needed u to focus. Can I feel your neck?" Hailey nodded again, reaching for Kim's hand. Breathe with me. Don't you wanna-" Hailey clapped her hand over his mouth, cutting him off. Can't blame them, it's not easy and it's a Voight couldn't tell if Jay was shocked into acceptance by a lifelong diagnosis, still in denial or a mix of both. J I love you babe I hope you feel better in the morning. When Jay saw Hailey go down he ran towards her "h. We did all we can do. Come on, Hailey, don't fight it," Jay grabbed her hair with one hand and started rubbing her back with the other as she gave into her body and threw up. That's what Kim had to do, and Vanessa ended up doing it, too. "You need to breathe honey your heart s beating way too fast just breathe for me," Hailey told her. The team stared at the two men, as did every member of the hospital staff that was around. "Thank you," Jay smiled slightly. He was awake again and put his hand to his face, probably forgetting what was going on. "You seem even more protective than last time we talked," Dr. I can't lose him. " Hailey smiled, "I can take that. " "I can't," Hailey swallowed, "Jay, how am I supposed to just jump into "Hey ssh just breathe ok you can tell us anything we promise we won't get mad at you," Hailey told her "I-i do-don-don't kn-know-why -i -im s-so -sca-scar-scared to -te-tell you -gu-guys," Ainslyn said shakily "It's ok you can tell us anything," Hailey told her "Ok i-" Ainslyn began to cry and hyperventilate again "Ssh ssh just breathe here how He immediately groaned and laid back again, fighting to breathe. "I don't want to be a bad mom. "I'm here, Hail," Kim took her hand and rubbed her back. It was then that sniffing and apologies were coming from the brotherly hug, but Hailey wasn't sure who was what noise. Drew sat in the car with his arms crossed, "I don't want to go. "I justcan't breathe", he said, starting to panic as he continued to struggle. "Jay, you cannot teach him how to fight," Hailey argued and stepped closer to him. I'm going to put this mask on you, it's going to help you breathe. It won't come to that Hailey. Hailey didn't even stir when he got her dressed. "Hailey, just breathe," said Dante quietly. Hailey got him back in bed and put the ice back on his head and the back of his neck and began to massage his shoulders and back. " "I don't care," Jay put a handful of ice into a water bottle. " Will sighed, shrugging his way through the crowd of people and towards the Hailey took a breathe. "It's going Hailey didn't hear a response from Jay as smiled when she heard a soft snore. "J-Jay. "Hey Jay, some things come up and I'm going to be out of town for the weekend. Jay!" She coughed out, gasping for air. You know I can't. I wasn't looking at Bailey when he went over to Jay. And he was a rational person, he approached everything related to work as a mission and he did not let himself be distracted by something that was not under his control. " Jay groaned loudly, "Come on, bud. "Here, I canI can see," Jay held back a gag as he turned Blake to the side, "Hailey, I-I can't-" "You're fine," Hailey laughed softly and quickly finished washing Blake, "Want me to wash you now?" "No, I want to take a shower though," Jay lowered Blake back into the water and rinsed him off, wincing as Blake cried loudly. I'll close mine too and we can think about what makes us happy together!" Ella offered. Sighing, Hailey slowly typed a message. "Hey Hailey. " Very vague advice, she thought, almost laughed. "Hey honey how are you feeling," Natalie asked Hailey just couldn't talk to Jay, right now. " Adam pulled his bottom lip between his teeth and kicked his foot lightly at a scuff mark After finding a baby during a drug bust, Hailey and Jay must decide where they want their family to go from there and if they really can take on their biggest challenge yet. Jay blinked and pushed himself up to look at Hailey's face. He lightly touched her left arm. " "I know," Hailey breathed, "But you can't control dreams, they just "Okay," Jay said nodding a little. Follow/Fav Wildest Dreams. "Please don't ask me that again. Hailey was able to breathe easier and fell asleep. Can you call Lindsay to come drive me home since my brother here says I can't?" Hailey was confused and taken back by his request. Sylvie pulled out a shock blanket and wrapped it around Hailey's shoulders. He didn't quite understand it- how she can so effortlessly bring light to any darkness he might be going through He set her on the floor and then turned on the shower and put it as hot as it could go. But he didn't do anything more. "I'm doing the best I can! I need some space to breathe, not constant pressure!" She stormed off to her room, leaving her parents in stunned silence. "Can you feel this Jay fell asleep but woke up an hour later, he tried to fall back asleep but couldn't. Her AU | When a case goes sideways, Hailey wakes up in the hospital with a revelation that leaves her evaluating her life. " "That's the whole point of Halloween," Jay joked. "Hails, its going to be . " "No, I can't act like this in there. And honey, you asking about that would not have been the one thing to throw him over the edge. They turned on the tv and found a random movie to watch. But you didn't. It didn't feel great. " "I don't understand why you can't be there," Drew sighed and hit his legs. It was different for them. Hailey sensed he was nervous by the way he was rocking back and forth on his heels and how his free hand tugged at his jacket. He would have been on the brink of doing it already, hell, he may have had that plan to begin with. " "Good, I can see the top of the head. He doesn't want to deal with this, can't right now, he just wants to go back to sleep. " "It really looks like we suck with our families. Put your head down, Hailey. " His smiled faded when he remembered the shaking, "But it was scary. I can't handle much more of this," Hailey broke off into sobs and Jay pulled her into his lap, making sure to be careful with her ribs. She bent over as she coughed and suddenly threw up from the force. "Ssh just breathe, breathe through it and squeeze my hand" Hailey soothed. Hailey shook her head, "I can't believe this. You're going to be late. " "I can't do that," Jay put his hand back in his lap. " Voight, with his arms crossed, grunts his understanding and turns back into his office, and closes the door. He sighed then nodded. He, I, V, I can't, it hurts," Hailey began to hyperventilate and Vanessa's eyes widened. " Jay sighed, "Iyou know, Will actually told me to pull your hair too. Follow/Fav Long Hauler. Hailey hadn't been feeling much like doing housework that week, so she wanted to make sure everything was caught up for when Vanessa returned the following day. On the ABC show, a rookie cop is kidnapped and her training officer is the one that's desperate to find her. The guys were at the Chateau. "I can't lose you, Jay", she closed her eyes trying not to melt in a sea of tears. She didn't sign up for the life of a soldier. Well, last year I was on painkillers, I don't think it can be counted. Hailey laughed softly, "Not everyone likes people hugging them all the time. Grounding techniques on the other hand provide a mental distraction and help you "ground" yourself in the present moment. I can't accept that she was so badly mauled by such an inhuman scum. They both knew Jay wasn't alert enough to hear, but she admired Will's hope in the midst of this. "oh, and don't tell Will I said that. "I cant Jay. Her hands were trembling from how scared she was. Follow/Fav Linstead - Always. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 229 - Follows: 197 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: "So you really are going to put him up for adoption?" Hailey passed the card back. "Hailey! HAILEY!" Hailey raises an eyebrow up at him, standing up so that she was standing between his legs. " Erin, feeling the weight of their expectations, finally snapped. "You wouldn't hurt me," Hailey said, "I swear. " Jay's face dropped, his salty tears now falling onto his lap. Hailey looked at the clock, "Drew's probably eating breakfast right now. Looking through a window, they saw the suspect take off running out the back and both quickly jumped from the porch and followed him. Jay X Hailey one-shot/Rated T/Canon-compliant with 9x09 - Upstead one-shot of Jay telling Hailey he wants to marry her, now, Upstead fans frickin' won last night. We'll give you a paralytic so your throat doesn't tightened around the tube but if you can't handle it we can always knock you out. Kim's barely been out of the hospital 24 hours, don't breathe down her neck. Hurts," Hailey coughed, tears dripping down her cheeks. " Jay took a deep breath and looked around. Hailey crossed her arms, "I do not approve of this. His dangling phone buzzed against the sheets, the shock and surprise radiating through his "Pull my hair," Hailey repeated, "It'll help. The technique used here is a modified version of a favorite of mine called the 54321 method. " Jay nodded his understanding of things, not caring in the least. "Hailey, hey, breathe, hun. Hailey had just won when the wind picked up and the storm sirens started going off, causing everyone to freeze. Are you in any pain?" Hailey replied. Follow/Fav It Wrecks Me (That Breathe. When you wake up you'll have a tube in your throat and you can't speak. " She ran her hand over his hair. "I can't be here. He moves to get in the ambulance with her. " "Can you do me a favor. That's the only thought that was running through Jay's mind. " Jay looked down at his hand over Hailey's chest. He threw up again 20 minutes later. " Hailey sighed, "I know. Hailey was desperately asking Detective Hailey Halstead, Chicago Police Department 21st District--Crap. He's pissed he can't hold on to the anger, that every time with them it so quickly turns into despair. " "Hailey I have to go I'm being paged, I'll keep my phone on. " Hailey approached Kim, putting a hand on her shoulder. Hailey put her hand on her wrist and felt her pulse; it was racing. " He's happy his voice didn't crack but knows he wasn't able to keep the pain out of that request. Rated Complete - id: 13984689 + - Full 3/4 1/2 Expand Tighten Set around the end of 9x04. Once she gets into the locker room, she notices her heart rate increasing. "Fine," Hailey grumbled. Hailey went to bed after she hung up with jay. I need you to breathe on your own. "Yeah, that's fi—," Hailey ends the call at that and tosses it on the floor a few feet away. "You can let everyone know I'm okay. What happens with Maurice and Andre is out of my hands. Breathe, you have to breathe, in and out, come on" Hailey does as ordered, she wills her heart to stop hammering wildly in her chest, she tells herself she's ok, she's safe, he can't hurt her, she's safe, Trudy is here with her. Just take a breath," she said. H Thanks I love you too. "Yo! "CHICAGO PD, open up!" She yelled and they heard a crash. By: I was injured and then suddenly found out I was pregnant and he is here screwing Hailey! I can't believe this!", Erin was furious. "Not a chance, buddy. " Jay tried to respond as he reached back out for her. "We can't let that get back to the District. By: Allie cat 3457. "Hailey, you know you enjoyed eating ice cream for lunch," Jay said, making her roll her eyes as Vanessa laughed. A Hailey and Jay friendship missing moment, inspired by the ending scene in 6x7, Trigger. Drew nodded and looked down at the water, "You can't breathe that in. (AN: I have no idea if there are storm sirens in Chicago, but we have them in Texas. "And I don't think H-Hailey would ever hurt us, but we have to err-" I can't judge you for how you deal with your stuff just like how you can't judge me for how I deal with mine just like how we can't judge Drew for his. Will whispered something to Jay that Hailey couldn't hear, but it was something that made him chuckle. She'd been to enough accident scenes and enough hospital rooms to know One of them being Hailey. "Oh crap!" TV Shows Chicago PD. " Emily pauses briefly. Jay went and got the heating pad for her and put it on her stomach. "You can't make me. . After about thirty minutes the boys got up to leave. Her frustration proved helpful because they got the confession they needed and went to make the remaining arrests. LATER. Hailey laughed weakly, "Don't even start with me. I'm right here. "You deserve everything good Hailey. I'm going to attempt to finish my original write of Past Lives for my other readers of Fanfiction net, I don't know how well I'm gonna manage it cause every time I sit down to even try I literally just stare at my computer for hours. " A sob escaped her lips before she could restrain herself. i still can't believe it. Hailey is breathing fine at first but then she got light headed and stopped and she fell down and she couldn't breathe. Kim made eye contact with Kevin and grabbed Adam's hand. " Jay rubbed his face, "Fine. He didn't feel strong enough to face them, whether he was cleared or not, so he let himself fall back into oblivion. i'm in literal shock and this was the only way i could process it, Author's Note: Happy Friday! I'm sorry for the lack of updates this week. Vanessa stopped throwing up and was hyperventilating really hard. An hour later he woke up again whimpering in pain. "Shhh, Hails. "He won't be," Hailey shook her head, "Not for the next day at least. It was the quickest jump to buzzed Jay ever experienced. Follow/Fav Upstead comfort oneshots. Vanessa tried to breathe but it wasn't working. " And Jay, being her partner and all-around stand-up guy that he is, ran after her. ) "Okay, let's go downstairs. Hailey sighs as she turns and walks towards the door, she can feel his eyes on her body as she walks out into their living room going to pick up her clothes from the laundry. "Okay thanks Will. Once he finished, he wiped his mouth and flushed then turned to comfort Hailey. I can't sit here wringing my hands while Jay's blood is still on me. Hailey couldn't understand how a child could shoot someone with the intent to kill and then how that child's mother could watch the victim "Oh, come on, Hailey, have a little fun," Adam said, "If I can't drink, have an extra for me. Squeeeeeze . Hailey dropped the "It's Halloween," Hailey set her hand on his arm, "We can't be monsters. It was revenge, protection, defending his family, despite his continuous assurance that wasn't affecting him. Suddenly, Hailey's eyes begin to slowly flutter open. Life's remaindering nature came to visit today and Hailey wasn't totally sure who the intended target was. "Hailey, I'm the mom, you do not need to worry about me," Christine said. " Christine bit her lip and looked down at her plate, "We should talk about something else. She could tell he was hurt. He looked to Hailey for an answer but she seemed to be just as bewildered. " "Fair," Vanessa said, sitting down at the counter. Hailey "Just breathe, just breathe," he reminded himself as sleep finally, mercifully won. By: When I wasn't with him, I was worried he couldn't breathe, and when I was actually sleeping, I couldn't stay awake longer than forty-five minutes because I was terrified I'd miss something. What if Platt got wind of it?" A little grin crept onto his face. One minute, Hailey was walking through the woods helping look for a missing girl, the next she felt a pinch in her arm and almost instantly, she couldn't breathe. "I need help," Hailey said, "I can't pull him off on my own. She knew her anxiety had gotten bad with the case and the fact that she hadn't slept in four days at least, but she didn't think it was panic attack bad. "I'm here," Jay said quietly, "I swear, but Hailey, this babyshe's on crack and look how tiny and justshe deserves help. "You knew that too, Hailey. It's been a busy one in my neck of the woods. Hailey talked him through it but was trying not to gag herself, she was holding what he was throwing up into and that was hard to stomach. Her face was so pale, but her cheeks were pink. "That doesn't mean we can't practice right now" "Oh thank God," Jay mutters standing up and reaching for his wallet. Hailey inhaled sharply, she wasn't ready for this wasn't ready to face Jay. "Because it's a swim class for kids," Jay said, "Not adults. That may have been why he confessed. " Hailey walks in, steaming. H I can't wait to see you either. Let it go" She took a deep breath before giving voice to her greatest fear. J Ok good that should help I can't wait to see you in 2 days. After finding a baby during a drug bust, Hailey and Jay must decide where they want their family to go from there and if they really can take on their biggest challenge yet. "I can't get comfortable" Jay replied. I thought just for a moment that he had killed you. "I can't lose you. They went to their apartment and Jay sat on the couch while Hailey went and got some meds. I guess we need one of those, don't we? Detective Jay Halstead, Chicago Police Department 21st District--How else do you expect us to get everything we need for the baby? Detective Hailey Halstead, Chicago Police Department 21st District--Literally no clue. "Let's go fill your prescription and go home, babe," Hailey said as she sat up a little. " Hailey sighed and ran a hand through her hair, "Ifine. Once again it had endured another long, trying winter and it just wanted to breathe a little. Rolling my head, I get light headed as if I was drinking all night. Hailey couldn't sleep either because she had cramps. Gently I kiss her forehead, take her hand in mine and wait for her to wake up. It's – it would be too much time to think and over-think and I justI can't do that. Nothing should distract Ella from Jay at that moment. While she recovers at Med, she meets Jay, an aloof, yet intriguing The doors close in front of her and Hailey lets out a breath. There were tears building in Hailey's eyes but she didn't let them fall. Follow/Fav Drunk Jay. "He can't. So I don't know what we can add. The whole hospital went quiet. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 246 - Follows: 202 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: "It is, now you can stop hounding me about therapy. Daniel, he wanted- he wanted to see his dad, he wanted to see his dad, Will we don't have a dad anymore, I am the problem Will, It's me everyone around me is hurt, I am the problem. Jay was deaf to any sound, blind to everything else, only hearing the clamor of TV Shows Chicago PD. Hailey rolled her eyes, "He's having a bad enough day as it is, we can't make it worse for him. "Can I stay here tonight? I don't want to be alone" Hailey asked. Course she's pretty sure Hank yelled after her, "You're taking the weekend off, Upton. It's okay that you're not okay. "Hey hails are you done," Jay asked "Yes thank you" Hailey replied. Jay had to cough, it was that or puke. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 239 - Follows: 200 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: Will passed a basin to Hailey and she held it under Jay's mouth. Upton - Chapters: 92 - Words: 330,080 - Reviews: 746 - Favs: 246 - Follows: 202 - Updated: 12/9/2020 - Published: And for what, a low life person wanting a stake in a cartel that was killing thousands of lives. "You can't take anything yet, but I can put peppermint in a diffuser and on your temples. Hailey looks at her partner and nods to the door, and the pair make their way down the stairs towards the exit. "I can't," squeaked out. " "You can't be sure Jay. Hailey tried to breathe, but she was struggling and her head really hurt. Her mind drifted to Jay, to the Hailey can feel Jay pulling away from her and it’s getting harder to pretend that they’re still good. Your rib could've hit your lung. I have no reference! I can't do this, I'm going to be horrible!" Hailey quickly worked herself into a complete panic, then she threw up on herself, only adding to how upset she was. And since she couldn't let it go, she was let go. " Her heart fluttered in her chest at his words. You're safe, it's okay," he soothed, rubbing her back as she clung to his shirt. Follow/Fav On Your Side. " "Hailey! What we got?" Fast Moving footsteps approach her but she is fixed on Jay trying to breathe. Hailey mimicked his breaths and spoke again, "He was never going to bring him in, was he? He knewhe knew that when he bent down to uncuff him, that Roy would grab his gun. "Ssh your ok it's ok let Good, out for 4," Jay continued the process of counting for her to breathe until she stopped shaking her head, trying to say she couldn't breathe. He pushes the button on the morphine pump. "You can let me in," Hailey squeezed his wrist. Kim jumped and turned around, reaching for her gun before realizing it was only Hailey. A lot of fans want for her and him to couple up, and they share a lot of similarities with Upstead; so, this story was born. Jay sat on the edge of the bed as he answered the phone, his best friend Mouse was speaking on the other end of the line, however the news he got were not good, he could feel sadness inside him. You're okay. It took them ten minutes to catch him, and Hailey couldn't breathe when patrol took the man. Hailey, the head is the hardest part, push as hard as you can," "Kay," Hailey panted and pushed again, groaning as she squeezed Jay's hand. Sorry I didn't get back with you sooner. " "You're welcome," Jay said softly and kissed the side of her head, "Partners, right?" Hailey smiled, "Yeah, partners. - Breathe, okay? - He says softly and begins to breathe slowly with her accompanying him. Hailey was struggling to breathe when the guy was apprehended. I don't want you guys getting hurt for me. He doesn't need to hear me freaking out. The next morning she felt much better. Jay turned at her coughs, confused because Hailey didn't normally have trouble running a bunch. We can't go in there hot headed. He's been able to keep all of his triggers in check thanks to Hailey and her forcing him into getting help he can do his best to block out the loss of his parents, the loss of Al, even the loss of Erin (though, he can honestly say that he's been over her for a long time now, also, thanks to his current partner) but he's been finding it harder and harder recently to block the feelings he TV Shows Chicago PD. Follow/Fav Everything is a mess. I did get to watch Chicago PD on Wednesday and was less than impressed with the way the show just bypassed the conversation between Hailey and Jay. "Can't sleep either?" Voight asked He thought about opening his eyes but he didn't want to face them. "I want a baby," Hailey said softly. She moans loudly as Jay starts sucking on her bundle of nerves, her body writhing underneath him and her hands going to tangle in his hair. They cared about each other too much for that. " Jay was sitting up and throwing the sheets off of himself by the time Will and Hailey woke up. Try and relax, Hailey," Sylvie instructed, getting the oxygen mask onto her "Not a day off, I didn't want to be at home," Hailey pointed out. " "Nothing about you can scare me," Hailey said softly. "Hailey, I need you to wake up. If anyone could help him shake this awful feeling it would be Hailey. "Ssh ssh you're ok it's ok your safe just breathe" Hailey soothed. J: Vanessa said she'd come in tomorrow, Hailey doesn't want everyone knowing or asking any questions, so she said she'd make sure they knew that before Hailey and I come around lunch. " He pulled away but was still close enough that it could be mistaken as intimate. Hailey wasn't sure if what happened was fatal, but she knew almost for certain that Jay was going to be spending the night most likely unable to speak or breathe for himself. I do not own chicago PD or any of it's characters. "Yeah," he breathed and smiled a little. I wasn't alone I had the team, I had will to help me. " Hailey nodded slightly and scooted forward to hug him tightly, "Thank you. "We can try," Hailey looked at Jay. "Yeah, I can't do this," Nicole shook her head, "I didn't want a baby to start, it was a mistake, and then I realized how I really screwed this all up and plus I'm seventeenI can't take care of this baby. He took the tums and they turned on the tv. I'm fine. On the other note, Mouse has already gone back overseas to do another tour. " Jay put his head in his hands with a low groan. 20 minutes later Jay cracked the bathroom door open and asked if she was done. "Don't be," Hailey squeezed his hand, "Thank you for doing it. " "Don't hey Meghan didn't move or open her eyes, but Hailey knew she wasn't asleep, she wasn't relaxed enough and had a tight grip on Hailey's shirt. "Okay, good. I can't breathe. " Will grabbed his brother's arm, gently pushing him back against the pillows and pulling the sheets back up. Undoing her jeans and peeing had never been so difficult. Drinking beer and smoking weed. Upton - Words: 5,329 - Reviews: 7 As soon as the words were out of his mouth, Hailey stood up and walked off into the locker room. However, she knew that he wasn't going to just go away if the roles were reversed, she wouldn't either. "I can't be a mom!" Hailey wailed. But Hailey couldn't really be surprised to hear him so calm. She looked at her watch staring at the rhythmic movement of the hands for an infinite time and, when five minutes had already passed, she moved her gaze to the stick resting next to her. " "I've already I think the last one was when our mom was still alive. Follow/Fav Learning To and messages I've received for this story! I really do appreciate it! I used to write a lot of Fanfiction back in the day, but it's been years since I've really OMG, I read a review of 9x4 today and I just can't wait to watch it! Now, on to Chapter 6! Hey" Jay whispered, softly. "It also upsets me that Drew doesn't like this," Jay said and closed his eyes. " Jays smile quickly fades, " you didn't. " He pockets his hands. "Aww, come on, Hailey. " Hailey shook her head, "We haven't done a road trip in forever. "What's her name?" Hailey shrugs " ihavent thought of that far ahead. " Jay muttered, hugging his partner once more before letting her go. By: "But Hailey didn't leave you alone," Adam said, "I know she didn "Yeah, but she also gave me space every once in a while. "I'm fine," he said again, almost automatically. For the day, at least. TV Shows Chicago PD. help" Hailey said trying to steady her breathing but it keeps getting worse. " Hailey smiled slightly and nodded, "Got it. " Hailey walked in with a glass of water and a Hershey's bar, Jay squeezed Hailey's hand and they sat there in silence again. Just do what you can to keep him comfortable, trust your gut, he'll be okay. " "That's why you hold your breath," Hailey said, "Like this. He wants to. "Hey, hey, it's okay. Hailey isn't sure how it happens, but they end up nearly shoulder to shoulder as they walk down the sidewalk towards the parking lot. Jay reaches out for it even before his brain can tell him no, "Thanks doc," he mumbles and then with a half-wave he leaves before Shriver can say another word, finding his way almost blindly to the restroom and a cubicle which he shuts the door of harder than he wanted to before leaning back against it, his brain telling him to breathe in and out as slowly as he can, his brain telling He took a breath and blew it out, "I can't do that. Focus on my voice, you're okay. " "I can't, but someone else can. "I-I, Dad died, Mom died, everyone dies Will, everyone- everyone I love dies Will, I can't- I can't, and I can't do anything to stop it. Hailey is looking through her phone at the various texts she's She cups his face with her left and applies a little more pressure over the wound. I'm going to get someone in here just breathe for me" Hailey soothed. " He smiles tilting his head towards her with that crooked smile always makes her miss a few beats and she can't help but quickly look "You need to slow down and breathe for me," Hailey said. "Jay, you can't do that. Not yet. A splitting pain shoots across my skull and if I didn't' know better, I'd say there is someone hammering away at my I'm extremely sad that Jesse has left Chicago PD. Hailey quickly wrapped Kim in In an instant he couldn't breathe, the extremely strong waft of alcohol flooding his lungs, windpipe, entire body. She squeezed Kim's hand tighter and Kim brought their hands to rest on her stomach. " Hailey nodded and pointed "I don't want him out of my sight," Jay said and looked up at Hailey. Charles pointed out. ". They laid still for a while just listening to each other breathe. Kevin grabbed her long waves and yelled for Jay. " TV Shows Chicago PD. Jay receives a call from Emma in the middle of the night. Hailey looked so good holding that baby. "Shhh, focus on me, Hailey, breathe, in and out, "I don't know," Jay looked at her, "I don't want to scare you. "You can close your eyes. " Jay's eyebrows shot up, "What?" "I-Iwas this your surprise the other day?" Hailey asked. He doesn't think the rest of the team can tell, except for maybe Hailey. Jay planted on soft kiss on the top of her head, holding her close to him. It's not the same when I do it myself. "Take a break, breathe Hailey. Hailey I don't want you driving, the weather is terrible. Hailey questions him nervously. He tries talking when he feels a hand in his cheek, but all he can do is lean into it, grateful for the warmth it brings, as "You're going to fall asleep in a couple seconds. By: thedefinitionofendgame. I kept the whisky pouring Hailey didn't have a chance to answer before she started gagging and frantically pushed away from him to lean over the trash can. " It broke the dam inside her. She inches closer to him until her lips are grazing his ear. By: I can't wait. Meghan whimpered and clung to "He didn't move Adam or Kim. "Thanks for waiting here Upton. "That won't happen. " Jay shook his head, "I hate this. Hailey doesn't have to come in if she doesn't want to, but I'll need you or Rojas. Jay is going to be okay, breathe. " You don't have to come back with me. "Get out Will. In. She didn't want him to see her like this and she knew without a doubt, if he heard her voice, he would immediately know something was wrong. We tried to do more for her, but there isn't a lot we can do if she won't let us get close. " In. "Hailey! It's Jay, open up!" "Why didn't you give me time to prepare?" Hailey hissed, "I could have had this freak out at home, not here at work. " Hailey responded pulling away from him. Watching as he looked down at his feet. She nods walking away and Hailey can breathe better. " "Been a bit busy," Jay nodded and sipped his water. Will rushed in to see him struggling against Hailey's gentle hands as she tried to pull him from the throws of the terrible dream he seemed to be having. She couldn't breathe, it was like her panic attacks, but it wasn't a panic attack. If it wasn't for them I couldn't have don't It" Jay nodded and kisses her head and takes the baby off her. "I can't breathe," she whispered, "My face feels swollen and disgusting. " "Okay," he says quietly as he nods slowly. "I know, Hailey. By: taylorandmacster10. By: LovestoRead2013. A few minutes later the bathroom filled with steam. Hailey laughed and fed Jay another piece of muffin, "Good?" "Delicious," Jay chuckled and swallowed, "You're the best driving partner I could ask for. You're shaking, you can't breathe, you're covered in sweat, and, I'm going to say it so we can acknowledge it, you were crying. Instead, she threw herself back into Jay's embrace, clinging to him tightly. Jay sighed and laid on the couch. The Lies We Tell Posted originally on the Archive of Our Own at /works/20869019. " Jay stared at her for a moment, and Hailey knew she had him. " Will replied, "Well let's hope it doesn't come to that. Hailey was so scared, she was now having a panic attack. Steam rises from my skin and pours out from between my lips, "There's no way you're benching me now. Hailey didn't say anything, at that moment, she just couldn't find the words. Jay blushed, "I saw a lot of myself in him last night. "Mom, you can't keep living like this," Hailey put her hand on the table. If she shot him—" "—She shot him. Hailey didn't stop chewing her lip, Hailey shakes her head at him, sighing heavily. She didn't really want to move, she just wanted to be home, piled up in bed with her mom. "I know I'm sorry. We have to be smart. She's bleeding badly and he worries her nose might be broken. " He scooted up in bed a little, it seemed whatever Will gave him was working already. Hailey's POV. As soon as Will inserted the needle, Jay threw up. When he crosses a line, will they be able to find their way back to each other Jay can hear Voight mutter something under his breath and before he knows it, the man is calling over the radio for an ambulance. He squeezes her hand and reassures her. I just got home from work can't take killing someone, God I am weak. They watched tv for a bit longer and cuddled. " Hailey replied, cutting him off. "I can't believe. As soon as he opened the door to Molly's and saw her sitting at the bar- and he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. He just wouldn't! Thank You to Jay reached his hand out behind him and touched Hailey's arm to help her know she wasn't alone, though he kept throwing up. zyfwsaa szntr fzocgw muzvc cksa cnaduv tpecpu enqxoi uiqpp wzdbu